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I was a bit skeptical at first about going into anger management. But I am very happy and pleased to say that anger management did somewhat calm me down. Dr. Michael was educated and dedicated to his work, and he would always empathize with me. At the end of it all it did help to restrain myself, but most importantly Dr. Michael's methods of therapy made me look deep into me. It was hard really really hard to do. But I tried to commit and face things. And at the end of my anger management I felt better calmer and prepared to deal with all conflicts and drama that would swing my way. When Darlene confessed to me that she was the one who ripped up my picture with my boyfriend, I was shocked. I was in complete shock. It was like everything thing around me stopped and all I could hear was "Beeeeeep! This is a test of the emergency broadcast system... This is a motherf*cking joke... please pay this b*tch no mind. We will return back to reality in 5 seconds." So I looked at Darlene and really thought about revenge. I said to myself: pick up the glass of juice and throw it in her face or slap the shit out of her. But then Darlene's crying voice quickly snapped me out of it. And she offered me to rip up her pictures and I was like b*tch you are crazy! I was f*cking pissed. I honestly thought that Darlene had no right whatsoever to touch my sh*t. But at the same time, I honestly thought Jennshady had ripped up my pictures and it wasn’t like anybody was going to tell me who did it anyway. I kind of accepted Darlene's apology because I thought she was woman enough to tell me the truth. She could have kept it to herself and never told me. And if I kicked her a$$ it wouldn't bring back my picture anyway. And besides I knew by the sound of her voice on the phone that she had something bad to tell me and that's exactly why I ordered the most expensive thing on the menu :-)