Raised in an affluent Connecticut community and never part of the ‘in-crowd,’ Cordelia rebelled with partying and guys. She says she wasn’t very popular in high school and after her parents divorced, she got involved with a fast crowd that led her to a wild lifestyle. Cordelia is stripping to pay for school, and she aspires to be a lawyer. She’s engaged to a nice guy named Taylor, but questions whether she is ready to get married and commit to him.
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Episode 218
How does it feel to look back at yourself as a drunken mess?"OMG I hate it so much. I had a very severe drinking problem back then. I was not dealing with stress in an appropriate way. And I hate that it’s televised. Watching episodes like this makes me regret becoming involved in the show because it sucks to have your weaknesses and vulnerabilities televised, and people to mock and judge that which they don’t understand. On the other hand, though, without this show, I would have never changed. The C helped me to learn to deal with stress constructively, and it’s a good wake up call to see myself like that. Never again will I ever get to such a low as I was back then.
It’s still really embarrassing, though. I can think all day of all the positive things I want, but it does suck to know that everyone gets to see me at a low point. Whatever, I’m human, and no matter what anyone says, everyone has a meltdown sometime." |
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