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Living in the "Bad Girl house" was one crazy, insane ride. I remember coming into the house pretty much expecting nothing but drama and chaos. It's so sad to see that our journey and unforgettable experience has to come to an end.... I would have to say that my top three favorite moments in the house were: 1.The fight with myself and Jenn-shady. I know I could have whipped her nasty butt and sent her flying back to Vegas without a plane, but it felt so damn good to rip out her nasty little pathetic fusions! 2. There was an episode that they didn't show when me, Darlen, Hanna and Neveen decided to spy on Cordelia and Scott in the backyard. And we kept throwing candy at them while they were making out and we even dressed up in hefty garbage bags and told Cordelia, "I'm sorry Cordelia. We're just trashed!" LMAO. If you only could have seen the look on Cordelia’s face...priceless! 3. Last but not least our slumber party! Wasn’t that fun? We all came together as one for once! And we all were running away from the stripper! The worst times while in the house were: 1. Meeting Jennavecia and Lyric. They were so f*cking phony and fake. They had a lot to do with why I was angry. They were so gross and lazy and so disrespectful. I honestly think that if I never would have met them I wouldn't have "wild out" so much. 2. Cordelia having a panic attack. Man that was scary! We weren't even sure what happened to her. I honestly thought she tried to kill herself or something. We were all worried. 3. And last but certainly not least me going to jail. You guys saw what happened. And you saw how I became public enemy number one in the house as soon as I got locked up. That was the worst experience I have ever gone through. I never saw that coming. The Bad Girls Club was definitely a place for me. I met so many people while on this journey. I did so many things. I had fist fights, screaming matches and rode horses! I baked cupcakes and partied with the most elite at the hottest clubs. I shopped from the Beverly Hills Center straight back to the "swap meet" in Inglewood. I tried apple pie with cheese and real Mexican food. I fought Jennavecia and argued with Lyric. I met up with my homeboy Dylan and we had so much fun! I formed a "friendship” with Hanna and Neveen or so I thought. I worked for Craig as a party planner. I met Markus who is amazing! I introduced the world to my favorite saying: "pop off." I challenged Cordelia. I listened to Cordelia. Cordelia came to visit me in jail... And Cordelia became my savior when I needed a shoulder to lean on.....(love you Cords!) I almost killed Darlene in the beginning... Darlene became my best friend... I saw Darlene for what she really is: a kind-hearted woman who need tough love. I got locked up for something that I didn't do! My alliance with the Hyena’s was broken. I completed anger management and it worked! And anger management worked because I wanted it to. I realized that my mom really does love me. I became more in touch with myself. I learned to let the softer side of Tanisha come out and touch the world. I wouldn't change my experience for the world. I am so thankful and fortunate that I got to be a part of this life changing journey. It was hard, it was bumpy, but I think we all came out learning something. I knew I was always different. But the house made me realize that I am Extraordinary. I am strong. I am confident. I am a beautiful, black and proud plus size diva. And I am so proud to be a Bad Girl! I would like to take this time to thank everyone who supported me throughout this season. Those of you who loved me for me from since day one! I guarantee you will be seeing more of me. I love you all soo much! Thank you. Thank you to the producers, the casting directors, the camera and audio guys, the publicists. Thank you for filming my life and letting me be me. Thank you all so much and please remember, "Life is what you make it. Live, laugh, and love. Tomorrow is promised to no one"! Love you all! Real Bad girl, Tanisha *To contact me visit myspace.com/badgirltanisha